Only if I could run away..

You stay right where life breathes,pulsates and flows
How can I smother it,stop or stanch..
but sight of your innocent face kills me every day.
Even though I run or hide
you travel along when I streak.

I try to get away but the smile of yours comes and haunts me
I try to chase your thoughts away but the innocent face freaks me
I try to forget you but those eyes follow me
I guess that's because you stay right where life breathes, flows and pulsates.

Avoiding you is terribly painful but
That's the way it has to be
I was getting attached but
I realise separation will be excruciating.
No you are no whiskey,beer or rum but
I m addicted,I am a sot but
teetotalism is the only option.

I want to be with you because I love you
you don't want anyone who could love you..
I know love has no conditions n no bounds
but what do I do with this heart of mine
where you live pulsate flow n breathe..